I know that my blog has gone a little off course.  I am straying away from adoption.  I am straying away from the day to day life stuff.  I really do not have much to say except that I am surviving one moment at a time.  I am living each moment right now.  I do my best to keep my head above water.  I do my best to just be.  I have some entertainment as I moved forward.    I spend every waking moment improving my quality of life.  I spend every waking moment looking for a decent paying job.  I want to provide for my daughters in the best way that I know how.  I seek guidance from folks that are from all walks of life.  I constantly research and document everything.  I actively work to improve life for my daughters and I.  It keeps me extremely busy. 

I guess I need to research some more about adoption again.  It is the one thing that has given me purpose.  I am going to return to it.  I have some thoughts on a current battle between two groups.  It is splintering the groups that should be unified and not separate.   United we stand and divided we fall.  When we attack one another, we fall apart. 

Trust me in time, I will be back on course.  I will be back stronger and better than ever before.  This time, I will have the blessings of a mighty and powerful God to back me.  In His love, I can do anything.  In His love, my daughters can conquer the world.