Today  will be a great day.  The weather is sunshiny and fair.  It will be decently warm today.  I hope to spend a great deal of time with my daughters today.  I know that it does not seem like it right now but I want to make my financial future a little bit more secure.  I intend to begin blogging more and more often.  If the ads make you feel uncomfortable, I apologize but remember it is to secure my financial future for my daughters and I.  It will bring in additional income for me to be able to spend on them.  I have darkness fighting to conspire against me.  It sometimes feels like it that is a battle over the lives of my daughters and I.  I keep my faith growing.  I keep it strong.  I do my best not to let it creep into my life.  When I feel it doing so, I get down on bended knee and pray.  I then begin to feel hope and strength seep into my soul and heart.  

I look forward to having a joyous week with both of my girls.  We will spend a great deal of time with the Church, library, the base, and many other activities.  I hope that we can have a fun filled week and weekend.  I hope that by listening and reading to my words that I pass on God’s love and hope to another person who is just like me.  I hope that I give them the kindness, love, support, and hope that I have been given by attending Evangel Temple and listening to Pastor Kyle and his wife.  They place the fire in my heart.  They give me hope.  

I do not want to offend anyone about this new side to me.  I just want to give back what has been given to me.  I have been given hope, blessings, love, compassion, strength, and a new kind of family.  Although my family feels destroyed, I am helping my daughters and I build one that is based on solid ground.   It will make us stronger, happier, and healthier individuals.  

I hope and pray that God lifts me from my darkest hour.  I hope and pray that God removes the pain, heartache, and anger from the souls of my daughters and I.  I hope and pray that God heals my body from it’s issues.  I pray and hope that God puts forgiveness in my soul for those that have hurt me.  I pray and hope that those set upon my destruction see the damage done to my daughters and I.  I pray and hope that God heals them from their anger, pain, vindictiveness, resentments, meanness, bitterness, coldness, unforgiving and unkind ways.   I pray that these people also see the error of their ways.  I pray that these folks stop the darkness in their souls.  These are things that I pray for everyday of my life right now.  I pray that God continues to guide, love, protect, and heal my friends and family  as well.  I pray that God watches out for our soldiers here in the United States and across the world.  I even pray that my enemies seek the Lord in their actions.  

I know that these sounds goofy but believe me, this works.  I testify to God’s healing love.  I praise, worship, and glorify Him at this time.  I hope that I am the good Christian that I need to be.