Today started out pretty good.  I was listening to KLove here in lovely Wichita Falls.  I felt really uplifted and spirit filled.  I even read of some of the Bible when I came home because my daughter wanted me to read something that she liked.   It was not long before I felt that front spinning over me.  My sinuses are acting full out weird.  I am in a little bit of pain.  I am afraid that a hot shower may be in order to clear them out. 

I completed the week's work for the Divorce Care class.  I am ready to rock for the next class.  It already looks to be interesting.  I will have to face some tough issues.  I had never planned on this situation happening to me.  I never really wanted this.  The next topic is about how God hates divorce.   I never intended to get divorced.  I may have thought about rattling his chains but that was the limit.  Unfortunately it is me that is now rattled.  My goal is now to heal, forgive, and move forward.   It is still very very difficult to do so.  Humiliation, intimidation, and betrayal run rampant in my life right now.   I have said this many a time in recent months.  Only Jesus knows how I truly feel.  I hope to be more like him when it comes to my responses.