Yes this blog post is just for you.   Its been an interesting last several days.  I have apologized to you for what adoption has done to you.  I did not do anything to you in regards to the adoption of your child.  It occurred in Oregon.  I have not been to New Orleans since I was in high school.  I haven't been to Indiana since I was in high school as well.  The only two states that I have been to in the last seven to eight years has been to New Mexico and Oklahoma.   I have said it in comments.    I have seen the commentary that you have left on Sandy's blog, Robin's blog,  and several others.  I do not hack into email accounts nor do I break into anyone's private information.  By the way, you never had my address.  You mailed things to the cook shack or general delivery.  You would have never found the address anyway in the physical sense.  You would have gotten lost in some pasture.   You do not want to be hitting the cook shack either.  Cowboys and their families tend to be a bit particular about folks who threaten others.  I no longer live on the ranch.  You won't find me either.  I have friends still in the Postal Service which includes postal inspectors.  Postal inspectors are people that you don't want to mess with.

I have chosen to ignore it.  I also know about the letter to my ex husband.  Yes he is getting me a copy of it.  What I am going to do about it is unknown at this point.  I still have two years of cell phone bills.  I have your phone number in them.  I will find it.  At that point, I will make my decision then. 

I wanted you to know that I sent a prayer request for you to my church.  I pray that you get the healing, peace and tranquility that you so desperately need.   I pray that God sends you His healing love.  In Him is where you shall find it.  I know that I did.   My life has been crazy but not nearly as bad as yours.  I know more than anyone how much that hurts.  I do feel compassion towards you but I won't let you threaten and stalk family and friends.  I won't let you hurt innocent children in this mess because of your hatred of me.  That is my biggest concern with you.  Its not just my children but children of others.   Your letters, emails, and blog commentary are evidence of stalking and harassment.  If you hurt any family, friend, or even my so called enemies, you will face me.   I am a force to be reckoned with.  Where you have psychosis, I have the strength and love of God.